It was the early 1980s and we were ex-pats - American teenagers - transplanted from Any Given City, USA (or any other place on earth, for that matter) to London, England. We carried the world in the palms of our hands; we had freedom beyond reason, we had money and opportunity that most of us have never seen since. We were living in a surreal wonderworld, light years away from the reality to which we were accustomed.
Tonight, some thirty years later, we're in Chicago, Illinois. They call it our high school reunion, but it's not what you think. Our American school was in London, but very few of us live there now, or can afford to get there for any reason. Tonight, in an English-themed pub in the center of a city that is foreign to many of us, we met up with a few others to share our past over a few pints of Guinness and more than a couple orders of chips.
There are no limits, there are no boundaries, and all memories are worth repeating. We share stories from the glory days, interspersed with bragging about our kids and trading business cards. You could say it's like any other high school reunion in that way. There is something about revisiting the past - particularly those formative, untouchable years - that awakens every human spirit.
But there is something else for us. There is something about having lived in that place, in that suspension of time and reality, that transcends our need to prove anything to anyone these days. We don't judge each other. We are all equally proud to have become the diverse group that we are - the parents, the nurses, the salesmen, the artists, the lawyers - we live pretty ordinary lives now, most of us. We aren't rich and we aren't starving; most of us aren't doing anything with our time that will make its way into a history book. But the interesting thing is that, if you had seen us then, you would have pegged us for much more noteworthy ventures.
Throwing back a happy hour PBR, none of us thinks it's odd as we wax nostalgic about drinking champagne at the top of the Eiffel Tower back in the day. No one considers it pretentious to relive every turn of the ski as we killed the slopes in Crans Montana, after three bottles of gluvine. There is no rolling of eyes at the mention of riding on the backs of camels in the sands of Egypt and no one ever tries to wrench us back into the real world once we get going on our memory train.
When we do return, there is not one of us at these worn oak tables who does not miss London with an aching in our hearts we cannot explain.
We tell our children stories of those days that have become our own hand-made fairy tales in their little heads, and our significant others listen patiently when we reminisce idly. Only a precious few of us were fated to marry one of our own, one who doesn't just listen but who melts into the past with us whenever we so choose. Our experience became such an integral part of each of us that, even as we move farther from it every day, we do not know how to let go.
Perhaps I speak only for myself, but I’m willing to guess that the reason we all show up at these things every few years is because we miss that connection to something no one else in our present lives fully understands. I know we are happily married, or happily single. We have true and genuine friends who may have never left this country. It’s just that, once upon a time, we experienced something tremendously unique…with each other.
Riding back to Liz’s in the back seat of Roger’s BMW, with the sound system blasting Freebird, the five of us are singing at the tops of our lungs. We don’t care that we are middle-aged or that our own teenagers would be mortified to see that all the windows are down and people are staring and glaring as we fly by. We have traveled back, if only for a moment, and we are belting out the lyrics to a soundtrack only we have ever heard.
We get us.